ABC Diet: Day 1 (yesterday)

Day 1: 500 calories (or less)

Breakfast: Nothing

Lunch:
Nibblets of cake and frosting : 100 cal (probably not even that much, but just staying on the safe side)












Dinner:
 Lean Cuisine: Classic Macaroni and Beef : 250 cal


Total: 350

I'm very proud of myself. Did well for the first day.  I had to go to this ceremony type thing to receive this scholarship that I won and they had cake there. >.> And to make it worse the lady that did the scholarships and stuff got the cake and told us she had trouble getting it and that we better eat it. So I took a tiny little corner off the side and then stabbed my fork into the cake and let it get just a bit of frosting in it and lick it off. Then I offered it to my mom and she ate it. :p I was upset about the cake incident, but I redeemed myself.  :)  That was yesterday..now I'm on day 2. Having some dizziness and hunger pain, but I'm pulling through. Gotta stay strong. ;)

First Post :)

So, my first post... I've started this to get everything in my head out. I've been swarming in this self hatred and I'm tired of hearing in my head, all the things that are wrong when I look into a mirror. So, after years of dealing with it, I've finally decided to take action. This blog will about my journeys. Its not just a wanting to get thin thing, I want an all-over self improvement. But a major thing I will be focusing on is weight-loss. I wanna be thin and tiny, along with having flawless skin. I want those two things soooooo desperately. I think if I can get those I'll have the self-confidence I've always wanted.